Happy New Year. Again.
31 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment
in Journal
In 2011, I will be more relaxed and unworried and will laugh more and sleep more soundly.
I will dance again. I will sing more. I will write more. I will take more time for myself. I will get massages again. And I will do my yoga!
I will hold on loosely, and love with all my heart.
My checkbook will be happier, and my bills will be easier to manage.
I won’t mind getting up for work next year. I’ll find a little joy in my job.
I’ll spend more time with my father, just us time. I’ll get the city called about my back porch so dad can build it while he still has the head to do so.
I will be less sarcastic and judgemental, and spend more time being silent instead of being hateful or snarky. I will say one nice thing about myself every day and remember how it feels to fall in love with myself.
I am thankful for my life, and thankful for all the assholes that paved the way for my happiness. Specifically… I am thankful for my asshole rapist boyfriend from high school for and my second husband, both men who completely changed my world at different times in my life. If it weren’t for you two boys, I wouldn’t be the woman I am today, have the life I have today, nor be as happy as I am today.
So…. to summarize 2010: Thank god for assholes, and bring on the good stuff!
